Myself-love

Complicated

Life is complicated
All the complications are always there
My mind is always singing on its own
Thinking is easy
Thinking is also difficult
Leaving behind the suffocation and fear

Indeed, it is truly complicated
I don't know what to do here
In a world full of questions
The simplest being "who am I?"
It's easy for me to answer with just "my name"

Simply put, I'm insecure
At the same time, I regret
No one is guiding my chaotic mind
But I do look calm and very relaxed
It's easy for me to just show a fake smile
Feeling like I'm not getting any better
And that's why I feel far down

Dealing with socializing around me is very difficult for me
I feel like I'm never ready for it

I truly regret it
I have wasted one of the paths to being good
Especially if not about the school education that I underwent

I wasn't serious about myself before
I wasted it
I have truly wasted that opportunity
But there is anger there that made me waste my education

Enough with this regret
Because life is truly complicated
So I choose to try to be better
With the path that has been taken
Taking small steps, isn't that better?
I hope so
"Don't give room for regret"
Maybe that's a complicated way
But regret is there for a reason

For myself in this complication
Always be passionate and write your life well
Be a blank paper with yellow ink writing happiness
Be good and confident
Love yourself to avoid other complications
God is always with you
Always be happy
Always be cheerful