Day 20 of Ramadan: Purifying Oneself in Ramadan

In the month of Ramadan, the heart feels more pure
Purifying oneself through fasting and worship
Leaving behind all sins and mistakes that have occurred
Replacing them with goodness and blessings
Guarding oneself against all temptations that come
Drawing closer to the Creator who always embraces

Digging deep into the true meaning of Ramadan
Opening the heart to become wiser
Becoming a more noble human being than before
Finding inner peace and purity

Let us enjoy Ramadan with a sincere heart
Leaving behind all the bad and mistakes that exist
Keeping the heart and mind always clean
Bringing happiness and peace for oneself and those around

The blessings of Ramadan bring eternal blessings
Towards the eternal paradise in His presence
Bringing oneself to true happiness
Towards endless blessings

Myself-love

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Complicated

Life is complicated
All the complications are always there
My mind is always singing on its own
Thinking is easy
Thinking is also difficult
Leaving behind the suffocation and fear

Indeed, it is truly complicated
I don't know what to do here
In a world full of questions
The simplest being "who am I?"
It's easy for me to answer with just "my name"

Simply put, I'm insecure
At the same time, I regret
No one is guiding my chaotic mind
But I do look calm and very relaxed
It's easy for me to just show a fake smile
Feeling like I'm not getting any better
And that's why I feel far down

Dealing with socializing around me is very difficult for me
I feel like I'm never ready for it

I truly regret it
I have wasted one of the paths to being good
Especially if not about the school education that I underwent

I wasn't serious about myself before
I wasted it
I have truly wasted that opportunity
But there is anger there that made me waste my education

Enough with this regret
Because life is truly complicated
So I choose to try to be better
With the path that has been taken
Taking small steps, isn't that better?
I hope so
"Don't give room for regret"
Maybe that's a complicated way
But regret is there for a reason

For myself in this complication
Always be passionate and write your life well
Be a blank paper with yellow ink writing happiness
Be good and confident
Love yourself to avoid other complications
God is always with you
Always be happy
Always be cheerful